Apology (poem cuz everyone else is)

I thought you only loved me back
So you could take your revenge.
Why after all those months
When we finally became friends?
No, we were more than that,
I know we were for sure:
But then our whole relationship
Got so screwed up by her!
One person said you called me that,
Another said you called me this.
I just wish I could’ve talked to you!
Maybe that’s why I’m so pissed.
It wasn’t her that messed it up,
I can see now it was me.
You wanted more than my smile and “Hi!”
As I passed you on the street.
I wanted more, too, but I just couldn’t give it,
Or we both would have been expelled;
And I know our parents would both be angry,
And mine have already been through hell.
Everyday of my life so far,
I wanted to see your face,
To be able to talk to you,
To feel your kiss and your embrace.
But none of this could ever happen;
Now I know that it’s not meant to be.
Does it badly pain you too
That there is no longer a “you and me”?
I’m sorry for when I first left you.
How you must have hurt inside!
Waiting every single prolonged second
For the pain to finally subside.
But it never did, did it?
Did you love me for revenge?
Please answer me truthfully.
I need to know, so don’t pretend.
No matter what the reason,
The cause of why you left me:
I want you to know that I now too
Have felt the bitter, endless agony.
Don’t be sorry for my pain though;
I heartlessly gave it to you first–
And the pain which you were feeling
So young, it must have been the worst!
Why did I randomly change my mind one day
And choose him over you?
I only knew he was kind to me.
What a stupid thing for me to do!
Would you have left me in A SECOND?
I can be positive you wouldn’t have.
Do you remember when we could hang out
And be together, and talk, and laugh?
Remember the night of the cookie exchange,
When you said “Goodnight” and “Goodbye” and gave me a hug?
Love is such a dangerous thing,
So much in likeness to a drug.
It can take the horrible hurt away
Or bring it back in total fury.
When you feel like giving up it can reverse and make you cheery.
Again I tell you I am sorry
For how much I made you hurt!
I sincerely hope this sorry is enough,
Although it looks worthless written in words…

 If you read this whole thing---TYSM!!!! Thoughts?
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Holy

That was so beautiful.

If I got an apology like this I would’ve started crying

Your very talented omg :two_hearts::two_hearts::two_hearts:

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Dangg impressive very meaningful

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Thank you! I write poems/songs when I feel stressed bc it helps.

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Thank you. It’s for my old crush. I’m not sure if I should give it to him or not.

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Love this!! I also moved it to the
creative writing space :]

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This is amazing! By far one of the best poems I’ve read! <3 keep up the work!

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Thank you! If you ever share something I would enjoy reading it!

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Aww! Tysm!

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this was really beautiful!! your work and effort you put into this poem is really amazing, well done!! :sob::clap::sparkles:

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Thank you Evie!

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