promises

(it’s really badly written but it’s better than having a breakdown :sparkles::sparkles:)
we were sitting, staring at the stars silently as the golden wheat swaying gently in the breeze. Not too strong, not too weak, it just felt… Perfect. Like you.
I stayed quiet for a bit before looking over to you, unsure if you were awake
“Hey bunny?”
He looked over at me before looking back up at the stars
“Yeah Dove? What is it?”
I sniffed,pinching my nose bridge to keep from tearing up. I’ve always gotten overly emotional at times it’s not needed
“You won’t leave me, right? I know it’s a stupid question, but I just have a weird feeling”
“Course not silly, what got yourself to that conclusion?”
“Hell, I don’t… I don’t know.”
He sat up straight, pulling me up with him and wrapping me in a tight hug
“Look, dove? I’ll never leave you, never abandon you, anything. I promise”
I buried my head into his shoulder, nodding slightly
“Thanks bun”
/…/
You called me ridiculous, of course you wouldn’t leave me! You said, no, you promised you’d stay by my side as I would yours, and that we’d be together safely one day.
It’s only been a month yet you broke that promise, the plans we made, everything. You… You did the one thing you said you wouldn’t, how can I trust promises after this? this wasn’t the first time, yet it felt worse than the others. maybe it’s just wintertime, but I didnt want fall to pass </3

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I’m so sorry :people_hugging:

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That’s rough, hope you’re doing okay.

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I’m sorry hun​:people_hugging:

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Corvidddd :sob::people_hugging:I’m so sorry <33 We’re here for you always :cookie:

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Im so sorry cloudy </3 :people_hugging: