I can’t seem to let go
Their words hurt more than you know
I thought about what they said so much
It became true
They told me to die
And i thought they were right
No one needed me enough
To say i’m not a burden in their life
I was the girl who smiled every day
A person who hides inside her pain
A girl who had to leave home too soon
Then home was no where anyone knew
Oh no
i can’t
get them out of my head
They drilled it in and i can’t go to bed
They told me to go home and grab a weapon
I thought about it while death beckons
I told them my life is in their hand
Didn’t know I could take it back with a command
They told me i should just give up
I knew i should face up
But it’s hard when your not in the right place
Oh no
I don’t
Want to go back to that mind
Go away, it stays at the wrong time
… to be continued…
that’s what I have so far
hope you like it