Click on your pattern that you want to see the journal for, (added some pictures for you 
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I would click on the pattern (The top picture)
Then you should be able to scroll down, but make sure to click on the actual name of the pattern so like click on No-Sew Whale, if it’s already public you can click on the picture but when it’s not private it will lead you to a different page. That should help, let me know if you need more help!