I love you
But do you love me?
You act cruel to me
You say I’m not good enough
That I only worry and care about myself
I put you and everyone else before me
Because I love you
Otherwise I would be selfish
I can’t love myself
Without being
Narcissistic?
Why?
You’re the narcissistic one
You only love yourself
You talk down on others
But why do I love you?
Is it that smile?
Beautiful blonde hair?
Or your narcissistic personality?
You say you love me
But do you really?
The way you act says otherwise
You say it’s just a joke
Just, a joke.
It’s not a ‘joke’ to me
You constantly mess things up
Just to turn around and blame it on me?
All those rumors
Is that what you think of me?
You lost me the same day you started treating me differently
Because what?
I had problems that I needed to take care of before taking care of you?
You’re like a baby
You’re needy
I can’t take time for myself without being called a bad friend
I try constantly to make you happy
But I can never be enough
Yet I’m still the person who only cares about themselves
I let it happen, I let you use me
All because I love you