A dog 
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i’m so sorry! I hope the day can still be happy for you though <3
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I feel that. Grief can be so hard during the holidays. Last year was my family’s first without one of my younger sisters, she had passed only that October. And she had a little girl (who’s only two now). So like it’s really hard not having my sister here for family gatherings, but getting to see my niece often and give her xmas gifts makes it easier! I’m trying to focus on that and just being present in the moment with everyone else, make the most of my time with them. I’m hoping that works at least, I’m not entirely sure how I’m gonna feel on the actual day of Christmas this year… Anyway. I’m really just trying to make a point that you’re not alone in having those (very valid) feelings!
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Omg, I’ve been looking for jeans like that for a while. I may have to get them 
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I don’t expect much from xmas anymore because I feel like I want my parents to spend money on other things mainly cuz I know how stressful bills can get… but my mom heard me talk about barefoot shoes and asked if I’d want some for Christmas soo I think she got that so that’s cool lol otherwise I tend I prefer gift cards. I don’t like much attention from opening gifts, so gift cards let me have something to genuinely appreciate and then I can go pick out something for myself in private. (Joann gift cards are my favorite and I usually get at least one from someone in my family every year, they know me well lol)
My actual favorite part of the holiday is giving crochet gifts. I made a unicorn for my niece, a nurse doll (like my sister) for my parents to keep around, and working on a wolf for my littlest sister!
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It doesn’t matter what I want, my dad won’t even look at my list bc he said I’m not getting anything this year. (Bc of failed vacation that was blamed on me)
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Awwww I’m so sry
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It’s ok.
My mom is still willing to maybe get me something, so I edited my list to get rid of all the really expensive stuff. This is what is left:
(The blackouts are notes for my folks)
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That’s not bad at all! I hope you get something :)
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aw im sorry!! i lost my my mom too
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