When a pattern has a LOT of lines and your adhd doesn’t let you see the end of it
When you pull through but the yarn is still there, so you pull through again and again and it ends up being a tangled mess and you gotta frog a few stitches and start over
When you absolutely gotta stim right now, but your hands just wanna crocheeeeeet so you crochet while rocking and it’s really not that easy
Deadlinesssss (do I have to explain this one? Loll)
When a pattern doesn’t explain why a thing is made that way and it doesn’t make sense to you so you can’t do it because of demand avoidance
I used to rock on the bed from as early as I can remember to about 20 years. It was the only way I could fall asleep. Plus, I’d do it during day while listening to music.
I had a brain hemorrhage when I was born, so I know the AADD is partly from that.
Anyone else reads long texts kinda backwards? when the line is too long I start reading, then my eyes skip to the end of it and at the end I’m reading the middle because the end doesn’t make sense and then I read the beginning again because I already forgot
I love/hate crocheting. I want to make all of the things at the same time but I don’t want to make the things I need to, like my grandma’s cardigan for Christmas or my son’s Charizard beanie for his birthday.
Hyperfocusing (even if im in physical pain-i cant stop
Concentrating in general, especially with background noise
Sitting still
Start convos/stop talking once its started
Doing nothing for half the day, feeling guilty, tell myself ill do better tmrw (i wont)
expectations that are way too high for me
random adrenaline rushes that really tend to put me in pickles
to do lists- love/hate relationship
reading long things unless im in the mood for it
having to read the same thing over. And over. And over. Just for it to start making a lick of sense
forgetting/vividly remembering the most random things without rhyme or reason
having things handed to me- idk why but i HATE it so much
fidgeting/spinning my pen excessively
also sometimes i get these really random impulses, almost like tics, to close my hand into a fist. Not rlly a tic though because i can controll it if i really focus but its pretty hard to
I crochet while rocking so often lol.
I lose count while counting.
I’m constantly losing needles, stitch markers, scissors, and anything else I need at that moment.