”it’s all your fault” you say
It’s all my fault you don’t love me anymore,
My fault you left, lied, and manipulated me
You made me believe you cared
I thought I was the luckiest person in the world
Leading me on thinking you were the best thing that could’ve happened to me
Ending in you throwing me to the side and leaving.
You came back, I knew you would
But I’m done with you
You were toxic, and dealing with stuff in an unhealthy way
Why would I go back?
The pain you inflicted on me,
That still effects me
Why?
Why do I do this?
Why do I get so attached to people too quickly,
And end up getting hurt?
Why am I like this?
You’re acting like a completely different person
You’re not the same person I fell in love with
You’re the complete opposite
Being manipulative, toxic, and inflicting pain and stress on me
But like you said ”it’s all my fault”
It’s all my fault you put you’re problems on me
It’s all my fault I fell in love with you
It’s all my fault I had tried to help
It’s all my fault because I pointed out the things you did
And how they made me feel, turning it in an argument
That was all my fault too,
Wasn’t it?
Is everything my fault to you?
You say ”you don’t understand”
I do understand
I went through stuff like this, I wanted to help
You had also said ”you’re not listening”
I am listening
Do you not see that?
I tried my best,
My best to help you
But it was never enough was it?
In the end, it’s all my fault