I cant imagine real heart break
If this is soul crushing enough
It’s my fault for believing
I truly blame myself
I know I should be happy
But it’s been so hard
I really thought there was something there
Turns out he doesn’t care
I prayed for clarity
And it’s so so clear
But I now add peace
At the very least
If only I was pretty
If only I was smart
If only I was anything that I’m no right now