I’m so terrified
So
I’m terrified I skrewed up big time
Terrified I am never gonna feel like an actual decent human being again
Terrified I’ve lost you
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A-a-and I just-
I hate myslef right now
I’m just waiting for when I see you again
So maybe I can set the record straight
But I know even then
I won’t feel like a decent human being
Or deserving of you
Because I don’t deserve you
You put up with my crap
When you shouldn’t have to
I-
I hurt you
I shouldnt have
And I’m so, so, sorry
