I dont think you mean it but you always talk me down.
Sometimes the words are ugly like bad, weird and faggot.
I dont think you meant it like that but words still hurt.
Just because your words doesn’t affect you does not mean their okay.
Everytime i try to confront you it is always “no i didn’t” or “why are you twisting my words?”.
I don’t think you mean it but words cut deep.
I don’t think you mean it but still i get hurt.
Every time i try to explain you either act dumb or try to worm your way out.
I dont think you mean it but you got to think.
You have got to stop before i
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Part two (i got a lot to say)
I don’t think you use your brain.
Cause I’m sure you didn’t mean it.
But maybe you did?
You never stand up for your words or actions!
I don’t know what to do anymore.
Please help im
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I tried to talk to you.
I asked how you would feel if i said those things to you.
You laughed straight up in my face!
You said that it wouldn’t matter because you say that you’re not stupid enough to care or actually believe it.
I’m trying not to believe it but you’re getting into my head.
Am i stupid?
Am i weird?
Am i just not worth anything?!
I’m not sad anymore.
I am numb.
But a hatred is building inside of me.
And i can’t stop it.
It started as a stupid squabble about basketball.
But it was never about basketball.
It was about you.
It was about you and your shit personality.
It was about that you didn’t care.
NO YOU NEVER CARED AT ALL!
Numbness turns to anger.
Anger turns to hatred.
I never want to se your face again.
I am ashamed that i ever called you my friend.
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