Going away... Maybe

Hey everyone.

I hate to say this, but my mental health is getting really bad for a lot of internal and external reasons. I would love to be open and discuss it, but I’m still not sure what I can and cannot say on here. I will say I want to get help, but I’m so scared to because band camp and exams are coming up and I don’t want to miss important stuff. If I get help, then my mom will likely take everything (like strip my room down type everything) from me again, and probably do… other things… She’s done this before so I know what I’m talking about. My friends might leave me, so all in all I’m just really worried. I need to go to a mental hospital (for the 3rd time, not like it will help) but if I’m still on here after I say this, then I didn’t go. If I’m gone for a week or a little more, then I got help. Not gonna go into if I never come back. Anyway, to anyone going through anything at all, there isn’t anything wrong with asking for help! I’ll probably be on for a few more days before if I do go, but I will miss you all dearly! I haven’t been on here long, but this community has saved me in multiple ways. I love y’all so much and I wish you all the best!

I will miss you all!
Zod/Jay

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i’m really sorry that you’re going through this, but i’m really proud of you for going to get help <3 you can always dm me if you need to talk about anything :] i hope everything works out well with exams and your friends!

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Thank you sm!

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Oh no, sorry that you’re going through that bro. If you need to vent, just dm me. I may not understand what you’re going through, but I hope it gets better <3

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Thank you!

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You can always talk with me
On private

I’m very sorry about all that is happening

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Thank you!

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i’m sorry hope it gets better :heart:

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:[ that’s awful… I’m sad to see u go, but I’m very happy that you will be getting help. You are very brave to seek it :)
I’m sorry for everything that’s happening to u rn; I’ve been living in a similar situation too. I hope things get better for u soon <3 stay safe out there!! ^-^ and if u need anything, or someone to talk or vent to, feel free to dm me! :3
Wishing u the best!! ʕ^ᴥ^ʔ :heart:

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Aww thank you! You’re welcome to vent to me too if you need to!

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I dont rlly know you on here but i have been navigating through depression, anxiety, and all the other normal teen stuff.
Pls feel free to DM me if you need to vent or just talk.
Also im rlly rlly sorry about ur mom.
Its hard to have a parent who doesnt understand.

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I don’t know if you’re religious, but I am so I want to tell you that Jesus loves you! I hope you can feel better soon! And I’ll be praying for you!

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I’m not but that means a lot!

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Yesh i meant to say that ty for saying that!

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omw, i’m so sorry that you’ve been going through this stuff.
i’ll be praying for u and if you need to rant abt it u can always talk to me. in fact im kinda like a trash can to my friends with that stuff.lol

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Thank you so much! I really appreciate it!

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Aww pookie I hope you feel better. Everything you feel is completely valid don’t tell yourself otherwise. We are all here for you and hope your mom understands. Btw is there a reason your mom validates taking your stuff because if so I need to know to see if it’s reasonable (prolly isn’t)

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We will always be here to support you. We are all very sorry​:heart:

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Ya bc she could also probably get in lots of trouble for doing that with stuff like child support and defax.
I had a scary incident with defax where i almost got taken from my parents (wasnt even a valid reason) which shows they can be picky so you can definetely report that if you feel unsafe.

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