Heyyyy so Iāve vented already abt a person in my life killing me by the second so innocently and sheās not the only problem in my life the other one is meā¦well sort of you see I have this autoinflammatory disorder (Iām not gonna say Wich one) but yeah 1 in 200 people have it and it runs through our familly and Iām the one in my household who got it not my parents not my brother,me and what it does is make me get sick wayyy more then a normal person would,I have to take blood tests every few month ,I take medication, my stomach hurts ALL THE TIME and itās just there to haunt me get guilt,wow pain,I get stressed,wow pain,I overthink,wow pain,I get super happy wow pain,I do too much exercise,wow pain,crochet is rlly just my therapy and Iām too scared to ask for one cause I donāt wanna be a spoiled attention seeking daughter so yeah that girl is not the wonky problem in my life I am cause anything disgusting,wow pain,and because of this Iām kinda a germaphobe and when I get triggered,wow pain I might even barf(happens quite a lot) do yeah my life is doomedā
I canāt imagine how you are living right now with these things. I would not be able to function if I had to deal with the stuff you are dealing with 
but doing things that you find calming like crochet or something else can really be a good way to cope with things. I hope you would have a great day/night and Iām here for you if you need me
Tysm muicmsuc also helps meā
Like RainbowSnake said, Iām surprised you can still even live!
That is truly amazing that youāve made it that far and Iāll be praying for you.
Question: Is there anything you can do to relieve it or is the stomach pain just constant?
I take medications but they only relieve me getting sick a lot Wich does not even help much
Aw man, that sucks.
So it doesnāt rlly help with the pain, just keeps you from getting sick, if Iām right?
Yep not at all
All of that is really bad. I know that I would not be able to handle everything youāre dealing with, and you are amazing for keeping going! Keep crocheting and try to power through. Know that we are here for you!
Iām so sorry! That sounds rough 
I promise Iām not trying to make it seem like you situation isnāt bad, but Remember to focus on the blessings that we do have rather than than what we donāt have, or what we wish we had. Jesus loves you, and although life not be amazing, he still made you exactly the way you are. You might just be going through this because Jesus knows that some people couldnāt handle it but He knows that you are strong enough to. 
Just so you know Iām here for you! Jesus loves you so much! 
Tysm god bless you
Iāll be praying for you!
Ty
I deal with chronic illness also, plus I have been through A LOT. I was asking God for months, just what am I doing here? Iād rather be home with you. Not questioning why. The best question to ask is āWhat do you want me to learn from this?ā
So, yesterday, I was laying down to rest in my cocoon ( under the blankets, including my head) God whispered ā Your testimony is one of faithfulnessā. As soon as He said it, my heart was content. My testimony is hard, and I think harder than most, but then again, I think the reward is greater.
Thank you so much