I’m sorry. I’m so sorry . I’m Sorry lord please forgive me. I know I have sinned. By saying all those things I didn’t mean to my younger brother. For not respecting his boundaries. For disappointing him. He has always supported me and loved me unconditionally. Now I’m pushing him away. I hate this. I made way too many assumptions. I just want him back to normal. Unfortunately, my mom says that that may take as long as a month, for him to forgive me. It’s heartbreaking to me. That he would have to be apart from me for that long in order to forgive me. We have a trip planned for June, in Canada. What if he hasn’t forgiven me by then ? I’m so scared. I don’t want him to cut me out of his life completely. Please father, forgive me for my sins. And let me sleep without nightmares every night. I just want him to stop acting so cold to me his older sister. I’m sorry Alex (my younger brother’s name) and you too Gabby (my younger brother’s girlfriend’s name). I don’t want to lose you two. I got you a gift for your birthday present Alex , but at this rate, you probably won’t accept it. Please god, please let them forgive me. I hate myself so much. (Alex and Gabby live together) They invited me to their apartment to socialize and spend the night. Now that offer is closed. I can’t go. And he’s an introvert. I always thought he was an extrovert. He says he’s not.
I’m so sorry I’ll be praying for you god bless
If you don’t mind me asking where in Canada are you going to??
Banff
Oh oki I’m in Toronto lol
Im so sorry that you are going through this 
I’ll be praying for you and your brother and your situation! 
Thank you so much that means a lot to me
Im glad
I’m so sorry this is happening.
I will be praying for you and your brother/girlfriend.
maybe write a letter and explain why you said what ever it was.
I know how important it is to have family my brother passed , luckily he left us a great young man to raise.
Thank you so much!
Thank you !
i’ll be praying for you 
can we ask some of what you said, maybe someone will have an ideal that will help you
I told him that I would be absent from their wedding
ohhhhhh I can see where there would be hard feelings with that, I’m sure you are very close.
I would definitely write a letter explaining why it happened how you were feeling and apologize to him and his girlfriend for hurting there feeling. don’t go over board by definitely explain why it was said.
we all say things that we don’t mean to in the heat of fighting. write the letter give him a chance to read it . it will also help you getting it out.
Banff is nice.
I’m going there Sunday for a band trip.
Have you tried those crepe/pastry things?
I can’t remember what they’re called, but they’re crazy.
(Beaver tails, maybe?)